The morning subway
train whizzed by, as I sat in the diner at the station. Pale yellow tiles and the scarlet booths made
the scene look like a restaurant from the 60s.
Right outside the window was reality -- the hustle and bustle of the
real world. People with their usual
everyday garb.
Sometimes in that bunch there would be one person dress for an occasion,
and when you came back from your trip, they would be back on the bench, eyes
swollen and red, because there day wasn't a fairytale.
Seeing the slovenly station through the window began to make me
think to much about if I should be here, so I became listless
of that dark tunnel and turned back to the black and white sheet in front of
me. The
obituaries were very long two day -- a whole two pages of the paper just
to give others despair. Apparently, a famous actress known for her breath taking asides was mauled by a psychotic
biped of which species they do not know, or
what ever they said to spark up the media.
In another location, there was a regicide. Although, the convicted
murderer was conspicuous and left evidence
within the vicinity of the crime scene. After the many depressing stories I folded up
the paper and shoved it into my handbag.
Today I was on a
"mission". For the last five
years I've pushed people away, but after I met this one person, I decided to go
introspecting, looking into myself. My first stop was my grandmother's
house. Ever since Grandpa died, she has
been the antithesis of social. She likes it when people visit; it helps her
with consoling.
Next stop, on my
train ride to restarting, was the home of my adversaries
. . . My little brother and his wife,
Beth. Beth just been an annoyance me;
maybe it's the way that she is always so indecorous,
from living styles to just her way of life.
And I've always had contempt towards her, she's contradictory to any proper woman of
our time. I'll bet that she'll be just rapturous to see me when she opens up that creaky old
door and lets the apposite life clean up their ways.
When she responded
to the gentle ding of the doorbell, I
immediately sense the repulsive aroma of a meal she failed to create. Instead of causing a fracas, I accepted her
warm "hello". . .
Believe me when I
say this, I could not have stayed any longer than I did. It was like watching the Grinch set all your
Christmas decorations on fire. It was
horrific. Now, I am completely fine, in
this tiny little room; after all it's just a sojourn. I'm just about to let my mind drift off when
I hear something. People running around
this tiny cabin, or maybe away from the building. I try to open the door, but it won't
budge. Smoke fills the room and I have
no where to go. The alarm dies and I
feel as if I am, too. I have elated myself, and I couldn't want any more to stop
right now and right here.
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